Tuesday, 2 March 2010

oh...dear god.

What a mixture of feeling's I've felt for the past day or so, so after I was sitting in my room dressed as Boy George, that guy decided to ruin my life and argh. Don't go there. So, I'm offically pissed off. I'm back in Leicester...
Last night was so strange, I went out with me ol' mate Linzi for moat and saw my cousins Dean and Patrick who I haven't seen in YEARS. Was mental. Sat there getting pissed off argh argh argh and then sat in the car. "I wanna go out." "Oh Linz, I have to be up at 5:45." "Yeah?" So went out, I was so so drunk. Was texting an ol' flame of mine. God I've still got it.
Met some weird guy from the army, he was from Sheffield and was like a chubs Buzz Lightyear with tattoo's. He was vile though, proper crude, blamed it on his northern ness - yeah because that's alright init. Gross. Again, do I have SLUT or just split up with my bf written across my head? He was massive. Proper thick. WHEY. Haha no.
So I came back and had like, an hour nap. Got up and came back to Leicester, soon as I got in, I was sick. Ergh. Had a nap, drunk more... Pleasant ay?
Yum. Anyway, I'm sooo not in a good mood. I don't like feeling like this. I think being heartbroken needs to be able to treated with tablet's or something because it's really not a nice feeling. Like, nothing I do makes me feel better. ANNOYING. Even talking to the guy I've wanted for like two year's. GOD I hate you males.

"Just cuz I love you, and you love me. It doesn't mean; we're meant to be.'' - I hate that saying, but it's so so true.
So, yes, I don't care if you don't wanna know, you shouldn't be reading my blog if you feel like that! - I said that this would be filled with rambles and rant's.
Anyway... I might post something more on here later, but for now...
Hasta Lueago.





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