Jesus, I haven't written in this blog for years. - Literally, I said I would update this and at uni, I was on it, but as soon as I got back home from uni, I stopped. I didn't go back and complete my third year. Not that I even completed my first year. It was too much for me and the adjustment of actually living away from my parent's were enough. I was seeing Paul alot and it all just got on top of me again. I'm a hope body and I wasn't cut out for going to uni. Everyday I would tell myself that I would go, but by day by day it got worse. To the point where I felt that I couldn't go. I wish I did, another one of my regret's. I just needed to make money.