This Model Life

So I'm watching a programme that was broadcasted March 2003 on Channel 4. It stars Erin O'Connor and Ruth Crilly. I never used to like Ruth, but she's GORGEOUS. I really want to paint her face.
There's something about her eye's and her gap in her teeth! - Even though this programme is inspiring me to do so many thing's. It's also making me feel incredibly fat! - But, it's okay, no matter how thin I would get, I would still be as chub's. It just makes me want to paint there face's. I wanna paint her face one day.
There's a girl on there as young as 15. Which really freaks me out, mainly because I feel it's too young. She goes to see a sculptor who calls his model's his angel's. He was way too over the top and it was slightly pedophilic; the way he was talking to her and about her. If I was her mother, I'd be like... "Alright, shut up and sculpt her." She even said she felt it was too much. O.T.T.

This Model Life - Youtube - Episode One - that's the second episode, but the other two are still up there. I'm just watching this one.