Jesus, I haven't written in this blog for years. - Literally, I said I would update this and at uni, I was on it, but as soon as I got back home from uni, I stopped. I didn't go back and complete my third year. Not that I even completed my first year. It was too much for me and the adjustment of actually living away from my parent's were enough. I was seeing Paul alot and it all just got on top of me again. I'm a hope body and I wasn't cut out for going to uni. Everyday I would tell myself that I would go, but by day by day it got worse. To the point where I felt that I couldn't go. I wish I did, another one of my regret's. I just needed to make money. 

something I found on my PC to blog. OLD.

Wow, so I haven't written in my blog for like... ever. I think I always start my blog with this don't I? Anyway, I have over a month to cover and believe me, that's a lot to tell in Laura life! Seriously!
Wow (I just looked at my last post)
Right, so after I got my bursary, I went into town and bought lots of basic boring things - yano, then I bumped into my friend Jay and unfortunatley walked straight passed me! So I went home and started getting ready for dinner with Harriet and Claire and I get a phone call. It's Jay! So he asks me to go cinema - we see Shutter Island and it's such a top film! I love it! (Dad got it on pirate pon his laptop last weekend, and we loved it!) Well, I loved it all over again! It's my sort of film! History, murders and a little twist! Amaze.
So I went home that weekend and yano me, I go out etc. OMG and I just remember, I ended up bring Stuart back to mine.
Saving...
Oh dear "you love it you slag." Yes I am. Haha.
So I come back to Leicester, but with Danielle this time! We just jam about and stuff. We went to see if the dinosaurs were ready in the muesum! But it wasn't we ate food and watched films, it was just a relaxed week. So then I came home for easter! I tried to spend as much time with Linzi as I could, but she spent a lot of time with her mandem, Ricky, so yeah, we went out at the weekend just loads of us! Was ace.

...in the ghetto.

Bladdy 'ell lav. I ain't written a post in like... five year's.
So, where shall we start. Saw Alice in Wonderland Wednesday, it was ace! I love Johnny Depp, I don't know what he does, because he isn't that hot, but boy oh boy. I want to marry him. I disliked when he kept going mad haha, but I guess that's what he's about, surprisingly. I think it's the make up, white eyelashes and ginger hair. Clearly. But it's a top film, although I've heard mixed opinion's. Some of my lot don't like it, but I loved it, I guess it's what you're into. I mean, I love Narnia, Coraline and things a little bit weird. I love fantasy and things like that, so I loved it! Harriet did too! :) One of my friends were like "it wasn't what I expected, I thought it would be better." but seriously, what was you expecting? It's weird because I didn't actually expect anything. It's Alice in Wonderland, it's the basic story with a little twist! Anyway you need to watch it!
My bursary comes in this week, tomorrow in face and I'm dead excited...

...and Lauren is coming to stay! It's her Birthday today! So... Happy Birthday Lauren!! It's weird, because this time last year I'd left uni and I'd come back to see Harriet and celebrate Anthony and Lauren's birthday! We done up the flat in balloons and bought them things and stuck things on the door and stuff and that was the last time I visited Leicester. Was really weird.
But she's coming to stay tomorrow night and because I'll have my bursary we're getting ON IT.
I had a good weekend and obviously went out, I went out with my Leanne and her friend from uni - Leo. I told myself I wouldn't get drunk, and well, I did. I got to Liquid and lost Leanne so
ended up with my pal's Annemarie and Laura... god I love them, oh and Mr Lyons.


Clearly, the one with Stuart wasn't Saturday, the one on the left with AMJ and Laura was, god, she got it in a keyring. I look mashed.
So I was shimmying on down with Stuart in Envy and I got a text to go meet Tony and went Charlie Brown's - good lord, it was awful, it made it worse having Adam Holt there! He's such a creep! It's like, WHY. He talked to "me" for hours on facebook when I say ''me'' I mean, he talks to himself. - I didn't think he was that bad, I've been out and he's just got on with it, but he literally wouldn't let me alone, breathing down my neck, it was awful. Grim mate, grim.

Linzi is back Thursday, I'm excited! But the bitch is leaving me again! What a waste bitch! Haha.
But yeah, I spoke to blender, he was like, oh do you miss me? "well I miss your company I guess?" "What do you miss about me?" "Well it ain't you penis that's for sure." "Oh okay, anyway you out tonight?" "Yes, you?" "Yeah, you coming mine after?" "No, I'm staying out tonight" "where?" "at a friends" "who's ya friend?" "his..." "OH WHAT." "HIS NAME IS BOB" "Ohh you got a boyfriend now?" "No, he's not my boyfriend" "You pumpin?" "No! ha!" "Anyway, I don't wanna talk to you now. I'm gone, see you later." SHAME. SHAME. SHAME. Nice suttle way of letting him know, to piss off! God, I hate him! I mean, why?! He's mean.

Oh and I think I have alopecia! I have a bald patch! I thought about it being the glue that I use for my hair extension's, but the glue's been coming out because I haven't put much in. But I don't know, I'm going to keep my eye on it, my Auntie Wendy use to get small patches of it when she was stressed and I guess because of blender it's showed, even though I didn't think I was that bad. Anyway, that'd be it for now!

BURSARY - Wednesday
LINZI'S HOME - Thursday
GO HOME / Out- Friday
GO OUT - Saturday

Good time's.

sippin' on gin and juice.

Give me money

... to do this please
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PLEASE

Flat 20

Awh man, so I'm just thinking back to Halloween when this flat loved each other, there was a bit of awkwardness but other than that, every one was cool. I was friends with everyone. Yeah there was a divide but I didn't end up in one.
It's such a shame. Yeah, the boys were loud, but they sorted it. When we came back from Christmas it was stupid everyone just hated each other and things were being moved and things started to get petty. It was so so stupid. Then because of their sillyness... they were complained about and removed. I even remember telling the land lord, no no, the boys are okay now. I'm never here to get a honest opionon. Anyway, they asked to leave. I went down and spoke to the big man and tried to persuade him, but it had already been put through. Now because of that, and the fact that it didn't work. I feel like I'm being terrorised in my own flat. Things go missing. Holly the girl with the bow now feels to slam the door everytime she comes in and out of the flat. Holly and I used to get on so well. But now it's all stupid. It's just a shame. I'm one of those people that don't like to leave things on a bad note. There are some people in this world that I couldn't give a shit about but then there are some where I like to talk to or know that everything is cool even though we have argued or whatever.But it just seems to childish now. We have a our front door post flap thing off because she slammed it to the point where it fell off so she tried to hid it in the rubbish. Kevin found it and it's not sitting in the kitchen. It's just rubbish and I wish I had a flat that would just sit down and drink cups of tea. Fag and bitch and get crunk and go out. But that will never happen because thats what happens when you live with children.

fml...

...its so sad to know that I looked like this three year's ago...